34th week! When did I grow up, finished school, got married that I am having a baby now?! I have no idea. All my life I was thinking I am designed to be a good mom and now that is becoming a reality I am scared. I am scared what if I do something wrong? I know every parents do many things wrong, but what if I am not capable of handling it. It's a lot of responsibility and attention. I can't snooze anymore. This is not like school or work; it requires 100% of me 24/7. I already love this little man so much that seems to be all worth it and I have not even seen him yet. However, the whole parenthood is now scaring me. Ding dang; too late! :D On the bright side this little monkey is moving and rolling around all the time. He keeps changing position and putting his butt out.
I had my OB appointment yesterday and everything looks great and on the schedule. He moved to head down position and looks like he only wanted to give us hard time at the 3D ultrasound. Way to go, Peanut jan! Doctor confirmed his chubby cheeks. God help me not to abuse those cute cheeks. It will be hard I know. I didn't gain weight this week and my doctor was like "good for you! You baby still grows on the schedule" Does that mean I lost some weight? hmm weird.
This weekend we are taking Pishy back to Seattle and I am going to greatly miss her. She has been such a good girl keeping my company for the last month. I am already addicted to her and it's hard to let her go, but I guess I don't have any choice; we may not go to Seattle again before baby. :/
OK this little monkey can come as soon as 3 weeks from now and we are desperately waiting for his arrival. He will be one little chubby monkey that won't leave us anytime soon, right? :D
Thank you God joonam! :*
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